Listen to my Silent Symphony

Magaaral na ako para sa periodic exams namin. Math at Biology bukas. Sa math ko lang talaga kailangang mag-aral. Ok naman ako sa bio eh

 

"See you at the crossroads so you won't be lonely" 

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wala lang. try niyo lang syang sagutan 

NO ORDINARY LOVE
Urbandub Cover (Original by Sade)

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
But you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like ours won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like ours won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

Keep trying crying for you
Keep crying trying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling [I'm falling]
Keep trying crying for you
Keep crying trying for you . . .

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SADE - No Ordinary Love Lyrics

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love 
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby 

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love 

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby 

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love 

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile 

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby 

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love 

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby 

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary Love 

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling 

I'm falling 

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you I'm falling
I'm falling

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I only hope she gets the message of this song...(asa pa ako) 

perio week, pero ito ang inaatupag. Haaayy ewan ko sa sarili ko

Meron pang chem at English perio. Kailangan ko talagang magaral para sa chem. Buti na lang hindi saklaw ng english perio namin yung "Bamboo in the Wind"

OK lang ang physics at soc sci perios. Para ngang ang bilis kong matapos eh Papasa naman kaya? Tingnan natin....

 Hindi pa nga ako nakakapagaral, laro pa ang inaatupag...no comment.

ako yan...hehehe. tsaka natapos na rin sa wakas ang perio!

Field trip naman for soc sci tomorrow at for str naman sa monday... 

Maganda ka, ako hindi ganun kagwapuhan.

Masipag ka, tamad ako.

Pinagiisipan mo ang mga sagot mo sa tests, ako naka-SG mode lang.

Mas marami kang study time compared sa play time, mas marami akong play time, at halos walang study time. halos wala, HINDI wala.

DL ka, ako Warning status.

Maputi ka, maiitim ako(you're milk, I'm coffee)

Magaling ka sa math, ako hindi.

Nakakapagbago ka ng tao, Napabago mo ako, Or at least trying to change.

Masiyahin ka(?), ako kunwaring masiyahin lang.

Newtorking ka, Porgamming ako.

Maganda ka, ako hindi ganun kagwapuhan.(twice syang maganda )

Hopeful ka(for anything), hopeless ako(for everything). 

Wala lang. Naisipan ko lang magpost ng ganito. 

I compiled my poems I have either previously posted here, or newly thought of. Some other poems, however, was lost because my old pc crashed.

Some of the poems here are short because they are still in the "to-be-completed" stage.

*****-divides a poem into verses/cantos etc.

-------_divides each poem from another poem

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Lying here forgotten,
Fading away, out of sight
I'm gone knowing that
No one will remember me

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I dream of you
That's all I can do
All I can do
Is dream of you

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Things are going to change
Days will turn to nights
The Sun will say goodbye
And the Moon will shine
The clouds of pearly white
Will turn to dark grey
And from the sky rain will fall
Like the tears of the sky
Darkening the horizon
Shrouding us with bleak sadness
Sadness that can pierce your heart
Like a knife thrusting itself
Into you, deeper and deeper
Right through you, twisting in

Even before the sky cries
You are caught unmoved
Unable to react at this moment
A moment of great despair
In this moment of great loneliness
And then you come back to the present
You remembered again, you still feel
This knife is still piercing in
Passing through you, into you

The pain suddenly overtakes you
Your strength ebbing away
You're thinking that you will fail
You thought, "I am failing"
"I am nothing but a failure"
You let despair drown you
Your loneliness cradling you
In its cold hands it holds you
The sadness you felt for so long
It spins, and falls on you
You wonder that with all of these you have
You never knew the significance of your life.

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White as the cool fields of snow
With hair dark as the night sky
Eyes twinkling like stars propped,
In the higher planes above

Feet nimble as the doe
Beautiful as the nightingale
A smile makes me forget,
Fears and problems in my mind

Her smiles are only captured in pictures
Haven't beheld them yet in reality
When will that time come, then?
I sit around and wonder...

I wish to feel her touch, her face
I long to kiss her, tenderly
I dream of her endlessly,
Her face I see every time

Will she and I walk along the sea,
Watching the sun set, bidding adieu?
Will she think of me, the way I think of her?
Will my love be unrequited, or will it be returned in kind?

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At night I only dream of you
Waking up in the morning,
I cannot stop the tears from falling
Cuz perhaps I'm not the one for you

For more than a year, all I can do
Is look, admire you from a far
Cuz I can't get near to you,
Not yet, not yet

When you pass by,
I can't help but smile
Oh, how rare it is for me to smile
I do hope that you smile at me too

And I also want to thank you,
For bringing light to my bleak world
Giving reason for my existence
Bring waves of happiness to my dry coast

I wonder why I can't bring myself
To talk to you directly
And even if I do try to talk to you
I'm left there tongue-tied, I can't speak

Now I realized that I should speak
I should say it to you now
But how should I say it to you?
What words can bring my feelings to you?

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It was intrams then,
I thought I can show you,
Where I'm good at,
But you weren't watching

So I lost reason to play seriously
And ended up playing for one game only
I really hoped that you watched,
But you weren't there

Then I saw what you're working at
Ah! A project for Filipino
A project that is required for 4 sections
A major class project, it is

If only I know thoughtspeech
You would have heard me say
"May you finish it in time,"
Finish it right, with punctuality

Many other things happened to me,
In that grueling week
But surely you'll just get bored,
With this minor details of my life?

Bear in mind, that this is just a first
A first narration of mine,
Lyrically written, though there are rarely any rhymes
Forgive me if reading this is just a waste of time

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A Thursday it was,
The 24th day of March
I just woke up
From a beautiful dream

I was dreaming of you
Such a happy dream it was
Holding your hand, sitting next to each other
I only wish it would come true

As I woke up though,
Reality hits me in the face
I realized that it's just a dream,
That it may never come true

With this realization
My tears fell unchecked
I often end up like this
Seeing happy things turn into painful memories

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to be continued

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Kahit sabihin ko siguro sa kanya na "I'd rather die than forget you",
"I'd rather kill myself than not love you", "The love I give is no ordinary love", and of course, I meant all I previously said, pero hindi pa rin niya ako papansinin. Ba't nga naman nya ako papansinin? We are worlds apart, so to speak(refer to "comparison" post).

But I think it's also my fault...nahihiya pa kasi ako eh...

Kahit sangkatutak na poems na para sa kanya ang gawin ko, at ipost dito, wala rin, kasi di naman niya binabasa. Di naman sya pumupunta dito. She's successfully doing her best to ignore me. Pati sa multiply, blocked user na ako. Iniisip siguro nya na nandun ako dahil meron syang multiply.  Pero hindi. Dahil yun sa invitation na natanggap ko dun sa OnL yahoo groups. Tapos meron pa sigurong paninirang-puring ginagawa ang iba, pero mali rin siguro yung assumption na yun, sobra naman na siguro yun.

Basta sigurado ako pag in-ask ko sya sa prom, sure "no" na ang makukuha kong sagot, wala ng "I'll think of it" na kasinungalingan. At least nga naman nagsabi sya ng totoo. Di na sya nagkunwari.

Meron pa akong hindi na-tra-try gawin, and that is to sing to her. Ano kayang magandang kanta? "No Ordinary Love" or "A New Tattoo" ng Urbandub, "Out Of Reach" or "Monopoly" ng Rivermaya, "The Nerve" or "Lihim" ng Orange and Lemons, "Buwan" or "Bituin" ng Itchyworms, "Partisan" or "Jillian" ng Spongecola, "Right Now" or "Scared Shitless" ng Sandwich, "Truth" or "I-U" ng Bamboo, "Glass Is Broken" or "Paris" ng Chicosci, "Kailan" or "Ligaya" ng Eraserheads, "Sitcoms" or "Indebted to" ng Greyhoundz? Konti lang alam kong kanta eh...

Basta wala na siguro akong pag-asa. Asa pa akong meron... 

 

Ang Ating Araw

Sisikat nang muli ang ating araw
Sa nayong may himig ng hanging hinipan ng Banal
Tulad ng awit na pumipiglas sa kahon ng kundiman

Madalas ay reklamo lang ang bukambibig
At di makita ang sakit na iyong pasan

May matalas ang dila kung mayroong galaw ng bisig
Paliparin ang malayang isip

Dinggin mo ang tawag ng lupang pinagmumulan
Ng kayamanang di mo rin pala natitikman

Kelan malilinis ang bahid ng dumi
Hindi malaman, pero pag-asa ay inaasam

Isa na namang awit na tutuhog sa marrupok na pusong lanta
Lanta sa diwa at pag-asa ng umaga

Bukas-loob silipin ang sarili
Balat, mukha, mata dinggin ang huni

Pagkatapos ng ilang taon
Unti-unting aahon

Ang lipi ng lupa na napako sa kahapon
Walang pamagat alay kong alamat

Di makakahon damdaming naisulat
Di mo ba narrinig ang tinig ng lahat?

Sabay sabay lumiliyab, sisikat nang muli

about str field trip(last monday):

ok lang, kahit 7:11 na kami dumating ng pisay from DLSU. At medyo feel at home na rin ako with green and white *la salle* *cough* greenhills *cough*. If I don't get to go to UP, I'll be going to DLSU, kung hindi, ADMU na lang. hihihi

about soc sci field trip(friday last week):

ok lang, kahit nabasa kami. pero di naman todo basa sa ulan. Nagpaka-bayani rin ako, pati na rin si enrico, kami ang una sa lithium na nakarating sa bus. Tumakbo na kami eh. buti na lang may extra shirt ako. nagjacket na rin ako para sigurado kung maulit yung nangyari, buti na lang hindi naulit. 

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may inask ako sa prom, nasa library kami, pero sabi niya ayaw niya. ok lang. hihihi!

at baka may-iask na rin ako sa lithium. sikretong malupit #25 yata yun sa logbook eh. 

but i will still try asking K17. pero parang wala na lang pag-asa eh...useless na siguro kung mag-try pa ako...baka pagtawanan lang ako dahil ang taas ng hopes ko...hihihi(mirthless)... 

 

 

Unless I'm very much wrong in my assumption, Join the Club's album, "Nobela", will be available! I don't know the excact date though, but it's surely worth the wait!

If only I could still find Itchyworm's "Monsters Under Your Bed", or the earlier albums of Greyhoundz, and "Revenge of the Giant Robot" of Chicoscience...

 

hihihi 

ok lang kahapon. nag soc sci sa str room. tapos may pinakitang "family tree" ng lithium si romar. isa ako dun sa dulo kung baga. chem ok lang din, nagdiscuss lang ng stoic, may limiting reagents na. buti walang quiz.

com sci, halos wala ring ginawa, konting discussions lang at tinapos yung exercises about strings tapos naglaro na, nag internet, at pinanood ang trailer ng FF VII na movie. Nakalimutan ko na yung subtitle nya eh

str, discussions lang. about scientific writing. tapos may SWARMPlan na pinagusapan ang buong batch dun sa astb exhibit hall. pinagusapan na rin yung prom. bawal daw mag barong...

tapos naglunch nga ako. tapos nahihiya pa rin talaga ako sa kanya...*rawrs at myself*

math. tied for first place ang group 5(group ko) at group 3. naka 6 points kami sa last question, tapos sila naka 4 points. kaya tied nga kami. hihihi

health. nagsimula na kami sa sex ed, na lesson namin this quarter.

bio. nagdiscuss ng perio, at ng hw, at ng mga kailangan gawin next week. diniscuss din yung para sa bio quiz bee. kami ni ivan(3-Be), at ako(3-Li), ang 1st at 2nd na nagsignup para dun. pangatlo si carla(3-Mg).

Ngayon. mga 25 mins pa lang akong gising, kaya wala pa talaga akong makwekwento . Manonood daw ng Charlie and the Chocolate Factory mamaya. Astig ang book, kaya astig din ang movie. hihihi 

Nanood ako ng Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Maganda. Astig talaga yung movie. parang gusto ko ring manood ng "Corpse Bride". pareho sila ng director. wala lang. Baka gumawa sila ng movie para sa "Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator". hihihi

MONOPOLY

You don’t know what you don’t know
Never reason with the undertow
Can I splash into your sea? Got me wishing

We are magic in the world secret like the evening wind so
Silent as the messages we speak
When you were dancing with me

Like refrigerator snow
Hold me tight until it’s time to go
Play monopoly with me
Roll the dice ‘cause

We are magic in the world secret like the evening wind so
Silent as the messages we speak
When you were dancing with me

Ho, Ho, Ho, Ho, Ho, Hoe, Ho…
Feed the fire inside with what you want to know
Toot, toot, toot, toot, two,tuut,tooo…
No more heroes..

 We are magic in the world secret like the evening wind so
Silent as the messages we speak
When you were dancing with me
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wala lang...gusto ko lang syang ipost...haayy...

hopeless na talaga siguro ako kay K17... 

Well, satisfied naman kami sa naging result ng play. And the story is really nice. I only had a small part in the play itself though, because I had most of my time handling the music, and some of the lighting.

may nagawa na akong "lyrics" ng dalawang kanta, "Hiya" at "Skillful Manipulation". wala lang. 

sbc packers

sabi ko nga, wala lang... 

Di man lang pinagbigyan ng pagkakataon
Di ka man lang nakausap ngayon
Ilang araw ba ang aking hihintayin?
Hanggang tingin na lang ba ako?
Paano ko masasabi sa iyo
Na ika'y aking iniibig?

Alam mo ba, sinta
Mahal kita, mahal kita
Pero paano ko mapapaalam
Kung ako nama'y dinadatnan
Ng walang-hiyang hiya

Paano kaya mawawala ang hiya?
Anong gagawin para matanggal ang hiya?
Ako'y nalilito na sa sarili ko
Bakit kasi hindi makapagsalita
Kapag nandyan ka na'y ako'y tulala
Kasi naman ako'y nahihiya

Alam mo ba, sinta
Mahal kita, mahal kita
Pero paano ko mapapaalam
Kung ako nama'y dinadatnan
Ng walang-hiyang hiya

...and she designated me as a blocked user. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((

sa multiply....*sigh* kaya wala sya sa network ko...

tapos a-asa pa ako, at i-aask ko sya sa prom? ang taas naman ng 'hopes' ko...

about sa color combo na pinili ko dito, ok ba sya? comment kayo about it.

Ok, kailangan ko ng umalis at mag-log out, kalahating-araw na akong online.  hihihi... 

walang pasok kanina. buti na lang, kasi hindi ako nakapag-aral para sa chem long test. pero masmaganda sana kung may pasok. halos walang magawa sa bahay eh.

kailan kaya ako makakabili ng album ng join the club?

Tapos ko na yung 'lyrics' ng mga kantang "Untitled(this looks more like a poem than a song)", "Capturing the Tears" at "Nagbalik ang Hindi Umalis".

yun lang. gagamitin ko yung bago kong usericon, pero hindi sya yung default. yung naliligo sa gasolina ang default ko.  

Title ng post yung title ng short story na binasa ko, at ginawan ko ng buod, at gagawan ng paragraph ukol sa teknikalidad, at isa pang paragraph para sa reflections at appreciation. Si Nathaniel dela Cruz ang kwentista. Due yung write-up tomorrow, pero sana gawing thursday or next week.

 may oral exam sa math, about circles. scheduled ako for 4:05-4:10pm bukas. Bukas na rin ako mag-aaral. May proproblemahin din akong STR intro. pero wala pa kaming topic proposal.

1.50 ako sa com sci. lithium may pinakamaraming naka-1.00 sa mga tinuturuan ni sir anton sa 3rd year. 6 ang 1.00.  

nagtake ako ng diagnostic test para sa biologic na quiz bee. hindi man lang ako nakapagaral. nakalimutan ko na kung ano ang antigen, ang ang function ng Golgi Complex, at para saan ang mitochondria ng isang cell.

Nakalimutan ko na rin kung sino ang nagpropose ng cell theory. Ang choice na sinagot ko is "Schwann, someone, someone". Yung heterotroph blahblah theory, si Osparin ang sinagot kong nagpropose nun. 

 2:30 pm ang dismissal namin pag tuesday, kaya punta rin agad ako, kasama ang ilang classmates, dun sa court. may naglalarong 4th years, at nagchallenge kami. si mark ang nagscore, bago pa matapos, nambasa muna ang ulan, nagsialisan ang ilang 4th yrs, at nakapag 3 on 3 kami. lahat ng three-point shots ko ay laging malakas, tatama sa board, kuminsan tatama rin sa ring at lalagpas, kuminsan sa board lang at lalagpas sya sa board. Halos di pa talaga nakakapaglaro, at halos di pa ako pawis, lumakas na ang ulan, at umalis na kami. nagpunta kami sa caf. nagpalit ako ng shirt. nagusap-usap kami tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay(dota, yung iaask ni joreb sa prom, kung may maganda sa batch namin, etc.) habang nandun sa caf.

Speaking of the prom, ask ko na rin kaya siya? Tutal wala namang mawawala sa akin kung tatanungin ko sya di ba, hindi naman siguro ganun kasakit kung tumangi sya di ba? tsaka kung "pag-iisipan" pa nya, kaya ko namang maghintay, kahit mamatay na ako. At bihira akong mag-exercise ng "patience", siguro rare case na yun. Kung mag-yes sya, which, beyond reasonable doubt, is fairly impossible, eh di ok. masaya ako. Pero, ika nga ng isang french proverb, "To believe a thing impossible is to make it so", so hindi ko na lang paniniwalaang imposibleng mag-yes sya.

At sabi nga ni Voltaire: 

"Un jour tout sera bien, voilà notre espérance."

"One day all will be well, there is hope."

I'm currently doing 3 case digests for pop law. The cases are: Ebralinag vs. The Division Superintendent of Cebu, Heirs of Juancho Ardona vs. Reyes and Arnel L. Agustin vs. Hon. Court of Appeals and Martin Jose Prollamante.

I'm still also doing the teknikalidad part and repleksyon at appreciation part on the story, "Apat na Pisong Buhay."

And I'll still be doing 2 topic proposals, one in hydroponics and the other for cheap and efficient ethanol production to help the alleviate the energy crisis here in the Philippines. Kaya nga kami iskolar ng bayan, hindi po ba?

"Pourriez-vous être ma date dans le prom?"

syempre hindi yun ang sasabihin ko sa kanya, yung english translation syempre...

 

At the frayed ends of sanity... 

hihihi!  

hihihi....

nakapagpractice na kami kahapon para sa di-kumbensyonal na musika.

Nagpractice ulit ngayon.

dalawa lang hindi nakapunta dun, si lovely at jessica.

8:30 DAW ang practice, at dumating ako ng 8:10. Pero ang tagal bago pa magsimula, kaya nag basketball muna. mga past 9 na nagpractice dun sa tapat ng BRHA. ok lang ang sayaw, pero hindi ako makakanta ng mabuti kasi may tuklap dun sa parteng left ng labi ko. napierce ng braces yung lips dahil natamaan ako ng bola sa may parteng bibig ko. so bawat pagbuka ng bibig, more often than not  "sumasabit" ang inner surface ng lips dun sa braces na naka-puncture sa kanya. Parang may maliit na square na butas.

nag order kami ng lunch ng section from mcdo. Pumunta ng mcdo sina gino, jerico at nico. para daw wala ng deliver-deliver. at hindi tumawag.

Bago magresume ng practice dun naman sa gym, nagkaroon ng 5 on 5 ang game ilang boys ng lithium, at nanood naman ang iba pang mga kaklase. wala akong napasok na tira. at masyadong malakas ang mga 3-point shots ko. "kontrollin" ko raw, sabi ni gerald.

Nagpractice ulit, from mga 15 minutes past 1 hanggang mga 3:30. after nun, naglaro na naman ng basketball. nanalo kami twice, tapos umalis na rin ako. pupunta sana ng caf, pero sarado pala. kasabay kong pumunta ng front lobby yung ilang classmates ko, at pinuntahan namin yung table ng iba pa naming kaklase dun sa front lob. tapos umuwi na ako. And the rest is insignificant.

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Na confirm na rin ang fears ko na medyo naiinis si k17 sa akin. pero hindi nga yata "medyo" eh. nagiging nuisance lang siguro ako sa kanya...and I even dare to hope that I'll ask her if she can be my prom date?

still, "To believe a thing impossible is to make it so." 

and, "Un jour tout sera bien, voilà notre espérance(One day all will be well, there is hope)."

WTF! Sabi niya, di daw makakaalis ngayon, tapos biglang pwede! Kasi pupuntang mall...pero kung magprapractice ako sa pisay, hindi pwede! WTF!

epal talaga yung madafcuking baitch na yun! BAISER TU! TNAG INA MO!

 

Koro

[Verse: Gloc-9]
Makinig ka sa aming mga sinasabi
Mga salitang mula sa aming mga labi
Tayo nang gibain pader na naghihiwalay
Sa damdamin ng bawat sa isa sa ami'y sumabay
Sumunod, magbuklod, tumunog parang kulog
Gumalaw, sumigaw, bumuo ng isang bilog
Na di kayang paghiwahiwalayin ng ano mang
Mga bagay saming pagkakaisa'y hahadlang
Hindi nila kaya tayong itumba
Kapit-kamay, sabay-sabay sa pagtawid sa tulay
Di niyo kayang pigilan at lalong hindi mabilang
Kapag nagkasamasama kami ay nagmimistulang
Alon sa tubig o putik na di pwedeng mapunit
Sama-sama sa kung anumang nais naming iguhit
Ang aming palad nagkalat awit na isinisiwalat
Sa bersikulong ito na aking isinulat

[Chorus]
Bridge the gap, spread the love
Light the torch, raise the flag
Ang pag-ibig ay liwanag
Ang liwanag ay pag-ibig
Bridge the gap, spread the love
Light the torch, raise the flag
Bawat butil ng buhangin
Na di niyo kayang bilangin halika
Bridge the gap, spread the love
Light the torch, raise the flag
Ang pag-ibig ay ialay natin
Sating kapatid
Bridge the gap, spread the love
Light the torch, raise the flag
Magsama-samang isugod bandilang hawak
Ating itaguyod

[Verse: Otso Queso]
I'm calling on every human soul that is breathing
Friends and foes those who still have dreams
Let's get together and make the fire bigger
Capitalize in the power and strength we'll have in numbers
Set aside the pride that makes us hate our own brothers
See beyond the colors, to discriminate only limits us
So stop your pointing of fingers
We all make mistakes, we've been victims
Instead let's fix this, rebuild things where we had failed
Cuz it's not yet too late to bury the hatchet
Let's not be divided
Raise and wave the flag high so the blind can see it
Spread the love and reach out to the people they have forgotten
And believe that we can make it, have faith
Join the battle, the crusade against the system and remember
The bigger the fire, the bigger the chance we can make a difference
This is urgent, time to start is now not later
Open your eyes, awaken

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse: Francis M.]
United we stand, divided we fall
A nation of pracrastinators, and debaters
Negates us all,  call for oneness in times of unrest
Mic check, I'm looking for a mic to bless
As I address the people created equal
You can't show good without showing the evil
Thoughts prevail, guard your heart, hold it captive
The most deceptive is most attractive
Jealousy and envy, soldiers of hatred
Double-bladed, serrated edges
Broken vows and empty pledges
Meant to seperate views
A culture of hate is in the frontpage and in the news
Battered and bruised in an abusive society
A media check, this is a call for sobriety
Some try to be tough, some of us try to be saints
Some try to bluff their way out of the game
I came into the world with a purpose
The world deserves much more than scrap or surplus
Scratch the surface, dig deep inside the soul
Speak the truth and it shall be told
What you reap is what you sow
Cuz in the end it's still rock and roll
Grab a hold on the mic, hold tight and I spit
Positivity for the pit hit me
I said hit me

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse: all except Otso Queso]
Alam mo di ko lang malaman kung bakit may mga taong kailangang
Mag-away bakit di na lang magkapit-kamay
At magpakumbaba sa iba'y wag mandura
Piliting wag mangutsa wala ka namang mapapala
Mga sinasabi mo, mga sinasabi ko
Pero kung magkasabay ay talagang magulo
Bakit di mo pakinggan ang iba ay pagbigyan
Kung lahat ay nakikinig ito'y maiintindihan
Sama-samang sumigaw isang boses tayong gumalaw
Sa init ay hindi maginaw kahit na anong mangyari sa atin ay walang bibitaw
Kahit na patagilid huwag mahiya na sa iba'y bumilib
Bago pa wakasan ang awit na aming inihatid
Kahit sa sinulid kaya mong tumawid
Sa pagkalabit ng gatilyo, sumabog ang unang putok
Alam niyo naman marahil kung bakit nagkakaganito ang bayan natin
Ilang daang taon na inalipin, mata sa mata, ipin sa ipin, bakit ganon

[Repeat Chorus until fade]

I arrived at school at 8:20am. There's practice for the unconventional music, even though there really are not classes today. There were just of few of Lithium there, so I went around the school for awhile. We then started practice at the gym at about past 9.

after the practice, I played a bit of basketball, and then took a short rest. Then resumed playing, took another short rest, changed clothes, and went to the cafeteria, to go to some of my classmates. Gino then called after a while that my ordered food was there, so I went back to the gym. Before I eat though, we played 1on2 first, gino and lawrence vs me. It was up to 6, and it was already 5-0(I'm leading), when something happened. Gumaling ka na gino!

I ate my lunch, then practice resumed, then after that, I played basketball again. Some Lithium boys against enrico and some 1st years. We lost, but it was still some Li boys who are next, and the first years left. So it became another Li vs Li game. Another short rest and some practice, then play basketball again. This time, Some Li boys and me vs another group of first years. Ruby '09, I think. We won. Then we played again, but with some substitutions on both sides. And we won again. Then I left by that time, which is about 3:30. Ramon subbed for me. And I don't know what happened after that. And I got home.

 

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Nothing to lose, is there, in asking her?

I should ask k17 then? It won't really do much harm, right?

We had yet another practice for the unconvetional music, but first we had a parade in the field. And we danced, for the 3rd time, janggay and yakan. But in the field.

After that, we went to the 2nd floor back lobby for practice. After that, we had a "barrio fiesta" at 11:30. Then got my stipends, and watched the contestants in the Ultimate Challenge. The first matchup was Black vs. Violet. Black won, clocking in at 26 minutes. Violet's time was 29 minutes. The second one was orange vs. red, and orange won, with 28 minutes. Red I think was also 29 minutes. Then came green vs. blue, and green won, with the time of 25 minutes. Blue finished with 27 minutes, I think. The last match up, proved to be the best matchup, since both ended 1st and 2nd overall. Yellow won(my house/team), with the time of 20 minutes and 52 seconds. Our opponent in the matchup, grey, settled for 2nd with 23 minutes time. Thus green is 3rd.

LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI LAWDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YELLOW! YELLOW! YELLOW!

S-U, S-U-N, S-U-N-K-I-S-T NA MANGO!!!! 

hihihi... 

At the end of the challenge, we continued our practice. And the rest is history.